In dreams…

My sleep has either been way too much or none at all – trying to find that balance. Now I know we are in the process of preparation – for what I cannot express. The closest I can come to it is the experience Chris had in the SpaCenter where I disassembled reality for a short time.

So there I am- suddenly awakened from a deep sleep into high consciousness – 3 a.m.

My eyes open – it is the matrix, the space between, the light that gets in through the cracks –  –

And the voice said, “What do you want, Gayle?”

Now whenever I lie down, without a summons, without a thought, the question arises again, “What do you want Gayle?”

Naps, sleep, quiet moments – without expectation – What do you want, Gayle?