My sleep has either been way too much or none at all – trying to find that balance. Now I know we are in the process of preparation – for what I cannot express. The closest I can come to it is the experience Chris had in the SpaCenter where I disassembled reality for a short time.
So there I am- suddenly awakened from a deep sleep into high consciousness – 3 a.m.
My eyes open – it is the matrix, the space between, the light that gets in through the cracks – –
And the voice said, “What do you want, Gayle?”
Now whenever I lie down, without a summons, without a thought, the question arises again, “What do you want Gayle?”
Naps, sleep, quiet moments – without expectation – What do you want, Gayle?